Why must everything happen all at the same time?! Can't they see that my eyes are red and swollen from all that crying? Isn't there anyone out there that understands how I feel right now? I'm trying to hold back my tears as much as I can. But I can't hold them back so very often. I'm tired of acting like
everything is okay. Why? Why must they keep making me feel so bad and not understand that I'm dealing with a lot of problems? I'm just so frustrated with everything. I wish these tears would just go away. Disappear into the night as the sun comes out. I want it to stop. I can't do it anymore.
It's too much. It's just too much.
It's just too much.
I'm trying to hold it in.
I'm trying.
I am.
-Tears-
